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The words "You are going to be fine" written on a garage style door that is painted a soft pink.
First Person

I Used Instagram Mantras As Therapy — And It Worked

They served as daily messages your best friend should tell you when you’re hurting — and in desperate need of a silver lining.

Christina Anthony January 26, 2022 10 Comments
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First Person

As a Black, Fat, Disabled Person in Love, My Monogamy Feels Radical

For me, navigating polyamorous dynamics with white people is inherently taxing and painful as a Black person.

Teighlor McGee January 25, 2022 19 Comments
A collage of the cover for Casey Plett's A Dream Of A Woman
First Person LGBT Book Reviews

Slow Takes: Casey Plett’s “A Dream of a Woman” and Forgiveness as a Love Story

Often I find myself pushing so hard against the image of trans loneliness that I don’t allow myself to acknowledge the truths that lie within. This book acknowledged them for me. It hurt. I’m grateful.

Drew Burnett Gregory January 6, 2022 12 Comments
a gorgeous sunrise over the ocean
First Person Holigays

Seeing the First Sunrise Makes Each Year Feel Special

Waking up early and standing out in the cold may not seem like self-care, but to me, it is.

Jessica Hurtault December 31, 2021 3 Comments
three images of nicole drinking various beverages. nicole is a white human who has their natural dark brown hair in one photo and their bleach blond hair in the other two. they always wear glasses. the photos show them drinking tea from a cauldron mug, drinking coffee from a small mug, and drinking a can of diet dr. pepper. the photos shift from winter to summer to spring from left to right
First Person

15 Things I Drank in My Year of Not Drinking

Tasting notes: This one is real, like a hallucination. You can feel it, see it, and it leaves very little evidence of its passing through your body. Lingers barely on the tip of the tongue, with high notes of bright genders named like quarks.

Nico December 30, 2021 39 Comments
a robust altar with candles, crystals, and intentions for the new year
First Person Holigays

Forgiving Myself as the One and Only New Year’s Resolution

I’m letting the dust of others’ expectations begin to settle, leaving room to see that I am not to blame for the hurt and harm I’ve dealt with. This year, I’m not making a list. Instead, I’m focusing on forgiving myself for ever thinking anything different.

Taneasha December 29, 2021 8 Comments
An illustration of a fish-shaped platter holding fish salad
First Person Holigays

Fishy Christmas Eve Traditions

I put a lot of pressure on myself to learn and revel in the customs of “our people,” which meant that I always included a small scoop of the fish salad on mine and then tried to avoid it the rest of the night.

Stef Rubino December 24, 2021 6 Comments
Black woman with large gold hoop earrings and natural hair closes her eyes as though she is making a wish on the christmas lights she is holding in her hand,
Christmas First Person

In Remembrance of My Queer Nigerian Christmas

That Christmas with queer family reminded me that multiple possibilities exist even in the darkest of places.

Mariam Sule December 23, 2021 7 Comments
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First Person

Love Letter to a Terrible Year

I mourn the losses. I celebrate the wins. I offer the future a chance, even if I don’t entirely believe in it.

A. Andrews December 21, 2021 5 Comments
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First Person Holigays

The Stories We Tell

One of my earliest memories, perhaps my earliest one, is watching the snow fall from the sliding glass doors to the balcony of the small apartment my family rented in a Boston suburb.

himani December 20, 2021 12 Comments
original art, line drawings with paint, depicting two women, one with a short yellow blonde bob and one with short dark hair, each surrounded by images of things that represent their personality. the border is pink and green, same as the other holiday content.
First Person Holigays

Finding Love in the Year of the Ox

On New Year’s Eve when the clock strikes midnight, the glimmering thoughts that slip across my mind are usually all variations on the same question: who have you been loved by this year?

Katie Alafdal December 16, 2021 3 Comments
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First Person Holigays

Grief Is a Promise

The unthinkable can and will happen, but sorrow and loss are only splinters of what we can handle. The ritual is in the remembering.

SC Dillon December 14, 2021 5 Comments
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First Person Holigays

On Reconciliation, Reconnection, and Acceptance

Spending time in the kitchen and learning how to cook the comfort food of my childhood has helped me connect to my mother in ways I never expected.

Eman Ezekiel December 8, 2021 8 Comments
A black and white photo of Stephen Sondheim sitting in a chair smirking
First Person Music

Sondheim and the Ambivalence of Wanting

Yearning is the thread that runs through everything Stephen Sondheim wrote: for love, for happiness, for recognition, for meaning. The fear of naming that desire. The fear of admitting it yourself, of letting yourself hope, of letting yourself want.

Christina Tucker December 7, 2021 13 Comments
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First Person

Our Desire, Our Power: QTBIPOC BDSM and Consent

Without confronting the cycle of oppression, we reproduce trauma, even in spaces that try to focus on consent.

Noor نور December 7, 2021 1 Comment
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First Person Holigays

Say Hello to RITUALS, an Autostraddle End of Year Miniseries

The eight writers who contributed to this miniseries will share all sorts of rituals: rituals for love, rituals for grief, rituals for forgiveness, rituals for inner peace. My wish is that it will help us all feel somewhat less alone this December, more connected to our community, and more ready for whatever January 2022 delivers.

Vanessa December 6, 2021 8 Comments
First Person Identity

I’m Tired of Apologizing for My Intersex Trans Body

Within a binary understanding of sex, a binary understanding of gender, or a binary separation between sex and gender, I am impossible.

Sam Sharpe November 30, 2021 14 Comments
A shrimp sandwich
First Person Food and Drink

Wild Cravings: Chicken Salad, Shrimp, and Soup

For my final (for now) installment of Wild Cravings, I leave you with three food memories set in Virginia, Norway, and New York.

Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya November 20, 2021 6 Comments
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First Person

Dispatches From My First Few Weeks in Florida

Everyone keeps telling me the correct way to outrun an alligator, but I keep forgetting. Also, everything about Disney World sounds made up.

Kayla Kumari Upadhyaya November 15, 2021 13 Comments
A Fat Black woman is standing behind orange flowers and greenery
First Person Sex

Strapping As A Fat Femme Was My Black Queer Sexual Liberation

A fat Black femme explores the relationship with her body and shares how strapping became part of her sexual liberation.

Demetria Blooms November 11, 2021 6 Comments
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