this is camper kate hinchey's photo of someone taking our team photo
I'm sitting at the desk in Crystal's hotel room -- she's flying out to Australia tonight, so Marni and I stayed with her here last night -- and I slept for like eight entire hours and I'm not even hungover! So I'm feeling pretty good, is what I'm telling you. But not as good as I felt at A-Camp -- sans sleep, nutrients or sobriety -- because nothing in the entire world that I've seen so far has felt as good as A-Camp. As you may or may not know, I've had a LOT of feelings throughout my tender exploratory life on earth, but I don't know yet how to talk about the A-Camp feelings.
Luckily, we've got an eight-hour drive and two battles with transportation companies ahead of us today, and you know what that means -- lots of time to process!
For now, I have this: I wish it had gone on and on and on and on, just like in the song, that I could've sat down and talked to every single camper instead of just some of the campers, that I had words for this (rather than just facial expressions). I've never been so proud of my 35-strong team and so honored to be working with them, or more in awe of their incredible talent and intelligence and spirit -- and I'd like to specifically mention Robin and Marni here, too, 'cause they organized and ran this weekend like pros.
I've never been so proud of all of you -- 163 beautiful, energetic women and otherwise-identified queers -- who came to a spot in the mountains from all over the world with such enormously positive attitudes and open arms. We talked about writing, made 'zines, went hiking, drank tea, cross-stitched, pressed flowers, got alternative lifestyle haircuts, had our breasts pelted by giant super soakers wielded by Julie Goldman & Brandy Howard, met and geeked, performed slam poetry, played jeopardy, took photos, did interviews for Carly's documentary, speed-dated with Hannah Hart, learned to sing with Haviland, attended gender panels and queer women of color panels and sex panels and queer-women-in-media panels and activism panels and career panels and formspring panels and also we drank/danced/laughed/sang/played/loved. I laughed so fucking hard my jaw ached by the end of every day, and we all clapped and cheered for all the things. And I believe somewhere in between planning elaborate pranks on one another, many of you got laid!
But maybe the one personal memememe feeling I think I've got right now at 30 minutes 'til check-out and three unpacked bags is that maybe this weekend I finally started to get it, what you've been telling me all along -- I did this, right? I found you crazy-ass motherfuckers and we made this place and I had this vision and you all helped me realize it and we all found our words and now lots of people have been transformed forever and we have THIS -- THIS THING! So -- I guess I'm pretty proud of myself, too.
So yes, we're looking at October (UPDATE: Maybe September or November actually, we'll let you know!) for our next A-Camp event -- in California again, although we do plan to host camps on other coasts hopefully next year (we're aware of your 50 billion requests for this, never fear) -- and I need to see all of your faces and also a lot of new faces next time.
And now I turn this open thread over to you and your feelings. We'll have lots of camp-related content throughout the week to share our joy with you, but if you're anything like me, you probably have lots of joy you already need to talk about right now. Take it away, special snowflakes!
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