“Cult Classic of Taiwanese Lesbian Literature” Now Excerpted In English, Available Online

Rachel’s Team Pick:

Qiu Miaojin was a Taiwanese novelist who Wikipedia describes as having had an “unapologetically lesbian sensibility;” her novel Notes of a Crocodile is described as a “cult classic of Taiwanese lesbian literature.” Now you can read an excerpt of her Chinese-language novel for the first time in English, translated by Bonnie Huie for The Brooklyn Rail. It is beautiful and I think you will enjoy it!

In the past, I believed that every man carried in him the innate prototype of a woman, and that he would love the woman who most resembled this prototype. Although I am a woman, I also share this prototype of a woman.

My prototype of a woman was the type who would appear in hallucinations at the last moments of your freezing to death at the top of an icy mountain, a mythical beauty who blurred the line between dreams and reality. For four years, that’s what I believed. And I wasted all of my university days–during which I had the most courage and honesty I would ever have towards life–because of it.

I don’t believe it anymore. It’s like the impromptu sketch of a street artist, a little drawing taped to my wall. When I finally learned to leave it behind, I gradually stopped believing it, and in doing so, sold an entire collection of priceless treasures for next to nothing. It was then that I realized I should leave behind some sort of record before the entire vial of my memories ran dry. I knew that these feelings would vanish one day, as if they had been only a dream, and that the list of what had been bought and sold–and at what price–would never be recovered.

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8 Comments

  1. Oh!!! This has been my secret sideline translation project for a while, and now someone else has really done it. I’m glad, this book really needs an English-language voice. Hurray for accessible Taiwanese lesbian literature!

  2. !!!!!!!!!!!!
    Seeing this on Autostraddle just made my day.
    I currently own all of her books (in Chinese of course), and they are so complex yet so good. I especially love the book that she wrote before passing away (sadly, she committed suicide at 26), it’s so heartbreaking and hurts in some way just by reading her words.

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