Read A F*cking Book: Tanwi Nandini Islam’s “Bright Lines” Adds Color To LGBTQ Fiction

I’ve lived almost all my life now Muslim and a significant part of it queer, and y’know how many (non-academic) books on queer Muslims I’ve read? None. Zero. So I was really excited to get my hands on Tanwi Nandini Islam‘s Bright Lines, a debut novel about a Bangladeshi-American family in Brooklyn. In a multigenerational, transcontinental tale, Islam weaves together issues of gender and sexuality across cultures, migration, in/dependence, family secrets, conflict and tragedy, and well, botany. (Don’t knock it till you’ve tried it — I was ready to skim through any scenes that involved lingering around roses, but this particular theme turned out to be surprisingly central to the narrative.)

I found an unexpected favourite in the character of Anwar Saleem, a pot-smoking, well-meaning father-of-two who struggles to relate to his children after “their first bleeding had changed everything.” I say “unexpected” exactly because he’s the kind of guy who would imagine menstruation to be the cause of all his newfound inadequacies as a parent, but “favourite” because his sincere, reflective bumbling through middle age came to grow on me.

Anwar wondered how Charu knew this feeling of love. It was further proof of their distance. Had the movies taught her?

His story — together with that of his wife, Hashi — is revealed simultaneously through recollections of the Bangladesh Liberation War and the everyday goings-on of early-2000s Clinton Hill. Their struggles with marriage, family, community, history and religion are honest and endearing, and you might just find yourself rooting for them the way I did.

In contrast, the younger characters fell a little flat with me. Charu’s looks are constantly emphasised at the expense of more compelling character development for too much of the book (also making her the rather uncomfortable target of desire of both her sibling/cousin and uncle), while El’s self-serving brooding wore me out quickly. I took to their love interests better but neither got enough attention to really take form as fully fleshed out characters, and I found the romances themselves unconvincing.

The two siblings really come into their own when they visit Bangladesh. I initially resisted this, because using a third world country as the backdrop to a first world citizen’s emotional growth is far too common a trope in storytelling. But Bangladesh is an integral part of both the characters’ and author’s history — they weren’t Eat Pray Love-ing it, in other words — so it flows a lot better when you keep in mind that this is Bangladesh specifically as seen from the perspective of middle-class second-generation USAmerican migrants.

Ella felt a tug on her arm. A young girl, no older than eight or nine, stared up at her. She held out her little hand and said, “Kola dao.” Give me a banana.

—Here, child, said Rana.

He pulled out three ten-taka bills. —Buy a bunch of bananas. He turned to Ella. “And that’s how it is here. Brilliant characters everywhere you go. But the price you pay is guilt and too much traffic.”

Also, while the book centres the coming-of-age of a transmasculine character, the inclusion of other queer folks sometimes came across as tokenistic: the trans woman they run into at a party, the hijra they encounter at a slum. There are a lot of characters — many of whom I was interested in getting to know better, regardless of how I felt about Charu and El — in these 300-odd pages, and at the end of it I found myself asking “wait, what happened to _____?” once too often to feel satisfied by the resolution.

Rana tapped the steering wheel, trying to think. “You know, I’ve heard of one word—swadhin. An Indian photographer I met—he told me the word meant a woman turned into a man. Over there, they’ve got a lot of interesting words we haven’t found yet. I remember it stayed with me. Maybe because the photographer wanted to take me home after the exhibit. It’s a good word. Swadhin.”

“Why? What’s it mean?”

“‘Ultimate liberation.’ We use it when we talk about winning the war.”

“I’ve heard Anwar say it.”

“But in this case, it means a female finding salvation by becoming a man. Which I’m not sure is possible.”

“What’s not possible?”

“Finding salvation.”

Bright Lines, to be honest, did not live up to my expectations. I wanted to like it a lot more than I actually did. There was perhaps too much going on in too short a book, especially given that important events frequently bordered on the fantastical, including a fire, an orchestrated escape, and death by trampling — just to give a taste. Still, it’s a good read and the writing shows incredible promise, and I look forward to reading more both from Islam and other writers exploring the intersections of queerness, race, religion and nationality.

Bright Lines (Penguin Books) by Tanwi Nandini Islam will be released on August 11, 2015. Preorder your copy on Amazon.

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  1. OH MY GOD IS THIS REAL?! Give me five while I have an excitement induced panic attack from how surreal this is. Queer Muslim book? Hahaahhaha—OMG!

    ^ that was my initial reaction. Then my heart fell as I read your review. Why is this so hard?

    I’m going to go sulk in a corner for maybe a half-hour or two before actually going out and writing one because I’m so tired of bloody waiting already.

    /preorders anyway

    • I had such mixed feelings about writing/posting this review because I really really wanted to like this book and then… didn’t. I still want others to read it though and I’d love to hear other thoughts on it after, because of course y’all will relate to it differently than I did. (I mean, maybe I’m just burnt out on USAmerican coming-of-age stories! Or maybe I’m just not really into slow-paced literary fiction anymore. I don’t know, I tried to rationalise why I didn’t take to this book in so many ways.)

      But like you I totally had the same initial reaction and I hope the publication of Bright Lines means we’ll see lots more like it (and not like it!) to come. Which is to say PLEASE WRITE THAT BOOK.

      • Argh, I hate coming-of-age novels, and luckily for me I have yet to “come-of-age” so when I do write one, we know it’s not going to be that! I really hope it does get the ball rolling for more novels like this, but the expectation is high for a first and now that you’ve crushed this, I’ll probably enjoy it more. I feel sorry for the writer, so much pressure!

  2. I would just like to invite you all, after ordering this book, to watch the picture of the cover art while scrolling up and down. Woooooow.

  3. For anyone who likes to read any YA lit, there’s also Sara Farizan. She’s queer & Iranian-American, writing about girl-on-girl relationships in both Iran and the US.

    1. Still interested to read this – thank you Fikri!
    2. I’d love to read your book, Al – yes to taking this as impetus to write.
    3. Can’t wait to hear Creatrix Tiara’s impressions of this. 4. Fikri!! You’re still here!! How goes the droning?

    • Cool, thank you! I have added both her books to my BookDepository shopping cart to check out once I have $$. (I feel I may have misled people with my last post, which said I was actually leaving “next month or so,” with the “or so” bit weighing a lot heavier these days. So yes, I am still here because I am not droning yet!)

    • You rang?

      I’ll probably check this out, mostly to see how they parse the “coming to Bangladesh as a Bangladeshi immigrant” section. Though I have to say, I’ve never heard of “swadhin”, and I never got to see any trans women or hijra (the terms sometimes get used interchangably because “non-binary” means a very different thing there than it does here) on my travels :P

      • But have you met an older desi lady hairdresser who’s taken one look at you and seen your ~true gender~ in her mind? Because that also happens in the book.

  4. thank you for the review, I can relate to feeling that I should like something more than I actualy do, but still your review got me interested in the book.

  5. I think I will read this! But with somewhat muted expectations. Admittedly I am a total sucker for coming of age stuff…

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