Rachel’s Team Pick: A Gay Girl In Damascus

This week a reader sent me an email that said “A friend recently sent me a link to an out lesbian Syrian-American blogger currently based in Damascus, and I thought her work might be of interest to some of you over there. Even if not, this is a really great post that you should probs read anyway.” She was right! Amina’s blog is of interest to me. The post in question goes, in part, like this:

Abu Ali, our doorman, had been awakened by someone ringing the gate, and stumbled there to look out; he thought everyone was inside, but it wouldn’t be the first time that some family member or other had stayed out far too late at a cafe … instead, he saw two young guys in their mid twenties, clad in black leather jackets, muscular and both smoking. He knew immediately who they were and rang the alarm to wake everyone up. He was surprised when they stated who they were here for … me … Meanwhile, I had a pretty strong notion when I woke up exactly what had happened. So, I pulled on my clothes as fast as I could — the ones I have had laid out for such a moment; simple cotton underwear and t-shirt (no underwire or anything like that), jeans, loose fitting pullover … put on my glasses and stumbled downstairs to the courtyard. My father was already out there; he hadn’t bothered to get dressed at all and was wearing just a nightshirt. He was already in animated discussion with them. When I appeared, one of them nodded, “That’s her.”

From her introductory post:

…I’m also aware of the winds of freedom and change blowing from one end of the Arab world to the other. And I want that freedom wind to bring with it our liberation, not just as Arabs and as Syrians, but also as women and as lesbians. Maybe it will happen. Maybe it won’t.

But if I want it to happen, I have to begin by doing something bold and visible. I can, because I’m a dual national and have benefits of politically connected relatives, be more visible than many women here. I’m already out to my family … and I want to be an example to others.

In conclusion, this lady is awesome and you should probably be reading her blog. That is all.

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    This story was unbelievable. Being part-Syrian myself, I read it last week and was amazed and particularly pleased with the style. Now I’m stalking the girl and reading whatever she writes. Cool blog and thanks for giving it visibility!

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    thank you for sharing this with us. i feel emotionally stuck right now with like no words to express the enormity of what I just read.

    i’m just going to share this link with everyone I can.

    Autostraddle, there really is no other way to understand the diversity of our GLBTQ community without you.

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    “I have to begin by doing something bold and visible. I can, because I’m a dual national and have benefits of politically connected relatives, be more visible than many women here”

    Wow. If only we could all do such brave things with our positions of privilege. I am in total awe.

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    This is exactly the kind of blog I’ve been looking to find/read/bookmark/follow/love. As a Lebanese gay girl from a Muslim background, I am all about feeling these sorts of connections. So much respect.

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    Wow… That’s really all I can say. After reading a number of her blog posts, she sounds like an amazing person. It takes courage for someone to be out as a lesbian and vocal during a revolution, and that’s perhaps what I admire the most. Thank you! Great read.

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    Holy shit, I am tearing up after reading just the “my father, the hero” post. Wow. She and her father are so unimaginably brave, in the face of such hateful intimidation and cowardice. I wish them luck, safety, and freedom…

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