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A timely reminder. Love this. Thank you, Dickens.
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Thank you.
Thank you, Dickens.
Thank you!
exactly what I needed to see, thank you
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Thank you for putting this into words; it’s comforting. Gosh, I‘m definitely feeling this now about Naya Rivera’s death. Especially on the first day, but even now sometimes, I found myself randomly breaking out into tears and not being able to stop, throughout the day. My mind was always far away. I kept watching and listening videos of her. At first I was in shock and didn’t feel much, but then it all came rushing out and I could barely stand it. I would run off into my room to sob for a minute before coming back out and having to maintain civility. And I beat myself up about it, “How dare you feel this way? You didn’t even know her? You are grieving a version of someone who only existed in your mind. There are others who are SO much more deserving of sympathy.” I guess I felt like I was infringing on them. But this has made me realize how often I deny myself permission to feel, have some excuse or another that I’m not worthy and beat myself up about it. While of course others should be recognized, that doesn’t mean my personal feelings are not valid, it’s not like they’re hurting anyone. And at the end of the day, I am alive and she is not. She who was so beautiful, who was the first I ever fantasized about sexually. Who’s character let me take a breath, helped me to understand that I could be okay, that this could be okay. Difficult, but “okay,” and joyous. I dreamed of her more times than I can count, and in a weird, lonely way, she was my first kiss. I can’t believe she’s gone. It’s definitely made me more grateful to be alive, made me savor it more. Sent everything into sharper focus. Because life can be taken away just like that. And that also makes me feel guilty, like I’m profiting off her tragedy, turning it into a lesson for my own gain. But I don’t know what else there is to do other than take from it what I can, pay respects to those who are grieving (especially, of course, her family) and keep living. Anyway, I don’t know if this makes any sense. I’m just trying to work through my thoughts and feelings, and wanted to let you know that your comic was helpful.