“Supergirl” Episode 603 Recap: Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again

But Lena tells Brainy she was wrong. She once told him to put his feelings in little boxes and push them away. But the thing is about little boxes is that if you stack them too high they’re bound to topple and crush you.

She tells Brainy not to let the rage consume him and ot let it out, then let it go. So he does. Lena’s heart breaks for Brainy as he yells and yells and finally just collapses into a chair. He adds one more thing to the pile of things bothering him, maybe the thing that is bigger but harder to look directly at: He misses Kara. Lena takes his hands in hers and says simply and quietly, “Me, too.”

Lena looks so sad.

Is it me or is this the face of a woman who just realized just how badly she misses the love of her life? Just me? Cool cool cool.

I, for one, am a huge fan of this dynamic. I love these brainiac buddies, and I look forward to watching their friendship continue to grow.

As the rest of the team watches M’gann carefully for signs of turning, J’onn admits that Alex was right. He was so focused on marching forward, he went too far to fast. He didn’t listen to M’gann, he was too focused on not feeling his feelings that he tipped the scale too far the other direction. Alex understands; she didn’t want to get out of bed this morning, she didn’t want to live in a world without Kara. But she repeats what Kelly told her, what Kara would have said if she were there: You have to keep fighting. Even if there’s only a snowball’s chance in hell that it would work. You have to at least try.

Supergirl recap: Alex looks supportive.

You can take Kara from the Superfriends but you can’t take her spirit from them. She’s taught them well.

And it turns out Kelly was right, helping someone else helped lift Alex’s fog a little, and she gets an idea about how to save M’gann. Kelly shows up and is going to help them with some Obsidian tech while they do what is essentially a soul transfusion. There’s a very small window for this to go right, and the Phantoms will be here soon, so Alex calls in Brainy and Lena to help them. And can I just say, hearing Alex call Lena’s name to join her while powerwalking into battle brought me so much joy. All I’ve ever wanted was for Lena to be properly integrated into the SuperFriends and it looks like we might be on our way.

Lena is going to use her portal watch to send the Phantoms to a containment unit, so Brainy and Alex just have to hold them off while she works her magic.

Alex suits up as Sentinel.

I’LL GO PEW PEW, YOU GO TYPE TYPE

Supergirl recap: Lena type types.

“That is an extreme over-simplification of what I’ll be doing over here and frankly not even giving yourself enough cred– :sigh: fine yes, you pew pew, I type type.”

While J’onn and Kelly work on putting M’gann’s soul in a jar, a Phantom breaks past the first line of defense and attacks, and all Kelly can do to help is kind of poke at it with an IV stand. Which is largely ineffective. But J’onn is able to multitask and eventually with teamwork they get the Phantoms to a safe place (except Phantom Prime seems to have portaled away) and they stop M’gann from turning into one of them.

Later, when Lex gets back to his office, he gets a taste of his own medicine when he finds Lena there waiting for him. She tells him that while she would love to kill him, she doesn’t think that’s actually the answer.

Lena stands with her hands on her hips.

Look at her channeling her Supergirl power stance to do the bravest thing she’s had to do in a while.

Instead, she’s going to do something that will hurt him worse than shooting him again. She’s going to disengage. Lena is not going to participate in Lex’s game anymore. She’s laying down her king, and she’s not playing. She can’t lose a game she’s not in; and he can’t win it either. She’s leaving LuthorCorp and leaving it for him to run into the ground.

Supergirl recap: Lena smiles. Like really, genuinely smiles.

Big “have a nice life” energy.

He doesn’t believe her, of course. He’s a narcissist sociopath, he thinks she enjoys the cycle of abuse he puts her through. But she’s done. Plus, her leaving LuthorCorp means the lawyers will drop their investigation into her and Non Nocere. She’ll get a fresh start.

Lex can’t fathom walking away from something like this, from all her work, from him. He thinks she hates him to much to let this go. And she says yes she does hate him. But now that she is rekindling old friendships and making new ones, now that she has seen that she can be loved and respected and supported by people like Kara, Brainy, and Alex…she’s starting to love herself, too.

 Lena looks determined.

Self-confidence is sexy.

And I love this for her.

The day well saved, Alex goes home to find Kelly waiting for her. Alex brought Kelly flowers to thank her for being her rock, for helping her so much. Kelly is confused; she was just sitting here thinking about how useless she was when the Phantoms showed up. But Kelly did help, Kelly helped Alex face the hard things, helped her realize that there was still something to fight for. And it’s something she doesn’t take for granted, and frankly Alex wants more of it. She asks Kelly to move in with her, something I assumed had already happened off-screen like everything else between these two, but apparently didn’t. But Alex’s speech is sweet, saying she wants to wake up with her every morning, she wants to share the little things with her, she doesn’t want to waste one more minute. And Kelly says yes, yes of course.

Nyxly and Kara find the raiders and save Father Zor-El, and dad and Nyxly both seem…wary of each other. But when Kara says they’re going to look for a way out and think Nyxly’s magic could come in handy, she realizes that this isn’t the end of their mission. She assumed Kara would be done with her now, and she’d be back to being on her own. She seems genuinely pleased that Kara finds her useful and also wants her to stick around, two things she never got from her family back home. But despite Kara’s rough start with Mr. Mxyzptlk, he ultimately proved to be a friendly fellow who meant well, so she has nothing against fifth dimension imps in general, and so far Nyxly has done nothing but help her, so why wouldn’t she trust her new princess pal?

Supergirl smiles at Nyxly.

I really hope we can trust Nyxly and only a little bit because one of my D&D characters is named Nyx.

Can we trust Nyxly? Who knows. Did we need to be introducing so many new characters in the final season? Probably not. Am I excited that Kara has another lady friend? Yes. Overall I enjoyed this ep; still very sick of the Lex stuff but I loved all the Superfriends scenes (especially now that Lena is in them) and glad we finally got some Dansen growth on screen. More of that, please!

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7 Comments

  1. Kill your (half) brother ONE time and then everyone keeps bringing it up like you kicked a chicken or something.

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    I think it finally clicked for me what the writers are trying to do with this version of Lex. We have yet to see him succeed at, well, anything, without someone else (usually a woman) doing most of the work. He’s the eponymous mediocre man. And he fixates on Lena and Supergirl because he’s furious that they’re better than him at, well, everything.

    So Lena cutting him off is the perfect move. Like she said, he’ll spiral, he’ll self destruct, and run Luthor Corp into the ground again.

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    Lena Kieran Luthor, making two healthy emotional choices in the same episode? I never thought I’d see the day!

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    One could imagine that after Luthor Corp goes out of business again, Lena will start a new business, but instead of trying to rebrand and salvage the family name, she’ll use a play on words and start El-Corp (for the House of El), with Supergirl as one of the board members.

    Or as it will be referred to by CatCo, “SuperCorp”.

    Sorry, not sorry!

  2. Hey, 2 out of 3 ain’t bad? [For being 3 episodes into the season]

    * For me, literally EVERYTHING goes back to Xena, so when I saw them crib *2* XWP plot points, I was all Bring It On! [1) Nxyly healing Kara’s leg Lao Ma style and 2) Lex essentially yelling “You Will Fight Me!”, as Lena (and did Xena, w/ her male douchebag in S6 “Dangerous Prey”) refuses to give him the satisfaction. [I just wish that WE got the satisfaction of seeing Lex impaled on a pointy log. Xena and Lena have more than a few similarities, but that one Lena still needs some lessons on…]

    * Yay, Dansen Key Ship-Moments Actually On-Screen!!!

    * All that was missing was Nia, and previews show she’ll be back next ep. [Will Kara? I remain unspoiled by choice, kthxbye]

    * I welcome Nyxly. Whatever plot you can imagine for this show, in the (sigh) 17 episodes left, that you then write off “…but they can’t do that, there’s no time”, we can now assign “Magic Ex Machina”! ;-D

    * So help me, if it turns out be [Disclaimer: useless spec] a “One Out/One In” rule in the Phantom Zone, Kara can switch w/ Lex, and Nyxly w/ her POS father. And for Zor-El: Otis? Eh, that’s the least that trash deserves for setting a *children’s hospital on fire*!!

    * Can Silas be saved? I’d sure hate Yet Another BYG (am also sort of hoping one of the Phantoms is Silas’s husband, who can ALSO be returned-to-original um, vampire?)

    * Re Lena’s (early) S6 style: part of me misses the high-maintenance femme look, but overall, have to agree. Leaving the HBIC at L(uthor)Corp role, a kiki-er look suits her (and am hoping that Kara agrees! Want to see Kara in her pre-S5 look, too. Time for Kara&Lena to share clothing—among other things {eyebrow waggle} )

    * Good Lord, Brainy REALLY is the Voice of Supergirl Fandom this year, isn’t he? Last week (para.), “We’ve had enough William”; this week “Lex: I hate him, I hate him, I want him DEAD!” >;-D

    * I get the feeling that when they finally get ALL the Super Team fighting together, they can take down Any/ALL Big Bads! [Ep 1: no Lena and Kelly fighting SuperLex (Yes, of course Lena helped Kara, y’know, be ALIVE to fight SuperLex); Ep 3: no Kara and Nia fighting the Phantoms (why Phantom Prime escaped)]

    * Alex is a grief vector: her crying is contagious (to me anyway. Stop hurting my baby! sob). Maybe Chyler can do that in any role…

    On the whole: really solid episode! Showrunners have done 2 out of 3, can we make it 3 out of 4? [19 out of 20?]

    • Question, though: was it really killing Lex that took Lena “down a dark path”? Because I thought it was really more her reaction to dying Lex revealing Kara’s identity.

      [FWIW, I note that—until corrected by Lena in 5.7—Kara thought that SHE killed Lex, and it seems to have bothered her little if at all. I get that, if Lena had known Kara=SG, she *probably* wouldn’t have been as motivated to kill Lex, to protect Kara. Though having seen the lengths to which he went to kill *Supergirl* (in S4), maybe she still would have shot him anyway? We’ll never know.]

  3. When Alex came into the apartment at the end of the episode I somehow thought she will propose to Kelly, so was confused for a moment how the writers can go from basically no growth to marriage. Anyhow, was *just* about moving in, but really, it’s bread crumbs. If your fanon couple has more growth than your canon one, you know something is off.

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