A+ Sex Diary: Fucking an Ex and Feeling Myself

Welcome to A+ Sex Diaries, an A+ feature in which we publish seven days in our sex lives. This week: a mid-twenties femme juggling multiple long-distance relationships hooks up with her ex.

Day One
Dating long distance is hard.

I have two long distance dates, each in different states, and each vastly different people whom I share very meaningful and very different relationships with. Megan and I have decided to take the weekend off from talking, to give each other some intentional space and time as we are in a transitional period in our relationship and both having our own experiences, plus I am visiting soon and we want our time with each other to be positive. We send sweet texts to each other in the morning, wishing each other a fun weekend and saying “you’re great, I love you.”

Morgan and I text into the night, a rarity in our relationship. She lives with a partner and works full time and is in a different time zone so sometimes we find ourselves unable to talk for mor...

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