Welcome to Excerpts From My Super-Secret Diary, an A+ feature for Silver & Gold members in which we publish for you some of our incomplete and/or highly personal thoughts we’ve written down, usually with actual pens. Today, Nikki presents some very on-brand excerpts from her colorful journals.
I didn't figure out I was gay until 2013 when I was in my late 20's and struggling with oh shit, I think I have fallen for my straight female friend and all the emotions that come along with that.  Here are some of my words I wrote in my diaries that range from figuring out I was gay, dealing with my friend situation, moving to a bigger city and basically just trying to deal with my tangled necklaces of emotions. 

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May 30, 2014
I think I am kee...