wrote a whole thing, deleted itself. ugh. life is against me. Im desperately lonely but have no hope anyone will ever be my friend. Im a student at pcc, where tolerance is everything, except they refuse to even ignore me. Ive literally had a rock thrown at my head there. and last semester, one of my teachers (a perfectly cromulant individual. look it up), mr farnumb, encouraged the rest of the class to verbally assult me every class. I wish someone would tell me why everyone hates me. oh well. I am going to end up a suicide at some point. like you care. why are you even reading this? its not like Im attractive or anything.