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snow posted an update in the group Clean & Sober Autostraddlers 7 years, 8 months ago

wow, after about 6 months with no meetings I feel pretty awful. I’m sober, but not happy…most people would tell me to go to a meeting already, but for some stubborn reason I won’t, at least not at this point. has anyone been through this?

KatMeow replied 7 years, 7 months ago

I have been there! When I isolate, it’s usually because I’m depressed, and since I also have low self-esteem it’s hard to tell the difference between the two. The most important component of meetings is the social support network. Have you ever tried a queer 12-step group? For me, when I was having a super hard time dealing with my own gayness, I…[Read more]
- Natalie replied 7 years, 4 months ago
  
  I am a rebel through and through. I have never stayed away for 6 months- but when I do get into these modes where I don’t want to go or take anymore suggestions- my life generally starts looking like a self-sabotaging shit show. But you know- there is a part of being miserable and angry that works for me, this little part of me that enjoys the…[Read more]
Courtney replied 7 years, 4 months ago

hey snow, definitely can relate to the feeling. the more days between a meeting, the easier it is to listen to the voice in your head telling you not to go. I almost never feel like going to a meeting, but I always walk away feeling better when I do and those days that I really don’t want to go to the meetings are usually they days I need to be in…[Read more]

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