Hi! I’m pretty new to this site and to many other things. I’m a total geek. I attend ACEN (the nearest anime convention) annually now, I’ve studied Japanese and Chinese (though I’m much more confident in my Mandarin). I’m also learning different programming languages and I hope to pursue a Computer Science major in college. I simply love video games, board games, and tabletop games (white wolf is, arguably, home to some of the best creative minds). I just really like games…

I’m being a bit too thoughtful about what I’m putting in here…

Part of it is that I’m coming out in my own little way. Not really “coming out” but more like peaking my head out. For now I label as bi but the truth is: I’m not sure exactly how “straight” or “gay” I am but I’m absolutely game for trying to figure that out and someday, not just peaking, but coming out.

For now, I am “queer”. When I come out, though, there will not be any gasps of surprise from my immediate family. I’m already out as “not-exactly-straight” to one of my sisters, and she’s a real gift, she totally gets me. I’ve strongly hinted to my parents, my dad particularly, because he’s more tolerant. He’s not sure whether I do it to give him the occasional heart attack or if I’m testing him for when I bring it up seriously (truthfully, it’s a little of both).

I’ve just always thought that I shouldn’t bring it up without a need to. I’ve just graduated high school yet I’ve only been on a single date, and it was with a guy. My romantic life is nearly non-existent so I thought that II would open that can of worms some other time.

I guess I’m a “closet case” though I don’t want to be seen that way…

And now I find myself wanting a reason to bring it up. Now that I’m 18 I want to start online dating, and peripherally meet some lovely ladies.