today i feel a bit stronger…really it is a coming out process for me..and even if it bothers some people…too bad…i am in a unique situation, i can be honest with my sweetheart…i can be out in my work world…and i feel like i crossed over some threshold…and now that the veil is lifted, well it is out of the bag…etc…hmmm what an…[Read more]

wow…just wandered through 300 plus comments on ” left my husband ” story…two in particular were so angry about “fake” lesbians…the catagorizing was so sad to see….i love, i lust, i try to figure it out…still trying, but loving kindness is way more important to me than labels ever were…that said, i am hyper-aware of bait and…[Read more]

i just can’t tell …but she is telling me she follows the women’s hockey team where she used to live, and is adding more and more to our project together…it has been so long since i played this wicked guessing game…i forgot how the ups and downs take a toll…she just left for a reunion of college gals…i am trying to form a line of sappic…[Read more]

i am so enjoying not quite being able to tell if my new friend is really flirting with me…back and forth we go…seem to be frequent bonus hugs goodbye,,,there was a…”wonderful, i even get you to walk me to my car…”…it was dark, she put her arm around my waist to walk side by side, and tucked herself into my side…and that damn walk was…[Read more]

maybe trite…but it has always been about the person…and after bleeding out on a str8 girl, bam met this wonderful person who happened to be a man, turned out said man had plenty of wild fun crossing the lines…so did not freak…now a million years later, we are giving each other a hall pass… so i feel strange…all my girl juice is running…[Read more]